right through my heart..

Assalamualaikum para pembaca..  :)

for the 1st time... cta psl dri sndiri.. <----xmalu!!hahahaaa
naaahhhh!bca klw nk bc..xpksa pn..lalallaalaa 

 Eheeeeemmmmmmmm..tuii..kraaakkkkkkk3 (ceridak, kahak!!) sya mulakan dengan nma Allah yg Maha Pengasih lg Maha pnyayang..

awk slu ingtkn sy  utk post ttg kta dlm blog ni kn..  bkn xnk post..jz i cant find a suitble word to describe us. iz jz to good to be true...ok.. first.. how we met? during dat bad horrible orientation la..   =.=""
tme tu jz aggp awk sbg snior..yes..jz only one of my senior.  n at dat time, ders no dat such "special feeling" toward u.mklm laa..  x ttarik pn tme tu.. sbb tlu bz an aktvti yg d jalankn.. u talked wif me, but i didnt really bother to hear.(true story)  msh tkt2 lg utk bgaul an senior.. senioriti agk high ms tu..so, junior ni ibrt  d smurf, snior plak ibarat gajah.. nmpk jauh trf tu..nmpk?nmpk?

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detik perkenalan yg sebenar..  >>> alam maya pesbuk<<
while i was pesbukking dat time.. awk add sy..ok.. szu**** smthg .. ntah..tme tu maen app org je..tgk sp mutual fwen n stdy kt tmpt yg sma.so jz app je laa.. as usual..bla da jd fren list slu ny bia je.besa la fb..xkn nk mnggedik plk kan..
ONE FINE DAY..  bermulany kta bhubung..  msgging thru pesbuk..uuiiiihhh..ssh jgk tme tu..sbb hve to wait awk utk bls msg tu... first awk ckp..thx sbb da app..ok..then sy bls laa..wc..then strt la nk knl lbh rpt lg..  ati da mla ttarik dgn kramahan awk..n sng bkwan dgn awk.. 

lebih kurang cmni la sy kt depan lppy..  :D

ari2 tgu msg kt fb kot2 awk da eply.....dlu rs mls nk pesbuk sgt..tp da ad awk msg, so ari2 sy on fb..(true story)
smnjak dr tu.. sy n awk da smkn rpt..sbb skp awk yg prmh, baek , jjr wat sy sng utk bkwn dgn awk... ye..sy mngaku..tme sy tny awk ad gf ke x, n awk ckp ad, sy rs agk kcwa..agk laa.coz tme tu da ad rs ska da kt awk..(maluuuuuuu)  cket kot..  lalalaaaa....cinta lom lg tme tu..so sbb tu la sy jarakkn dr ri awk..sbb xnk kcau hbgn awk..even awk ckp, awk blom hak sp2 lg..(memey la lom nkh!!)
sy msh ingt lg.. pjmpaan ptama kta, i mean ckp dpn2 an awk..tme tu awk nk bg hadiah kt sy..mklm la..bday grl..kaaaannn...

i love chocolate  damn so much!!

COKLAATTTT!! n exactly menepati cta rs .. tme first jmp awk slps bbrapa mgu msg lm fb je,tgn tme tu sjokk..(bdebar sgt2) tp epi..sbb ley ckp dpn2 an awk... comey sgt tme tu.. lsg ppt tu.. snymn tu.. oh gosh, jth cnta kot.!!  tak mungkinnnnnnnnnnn...
yes..tak mungkin..sy slu gtaw kt awk cmtu..taaaaaakkkk mungkin.. then awk ckp yg nothing is impssble..siap post kt fb lg.. post tu ley wt sy snym sorg2 dpn lappy..cm sawan..heeehee..
msh ingt lg..ap yg awk ckp..sy ad gf...tp msh lom jd bini lagi? waaattttttt??bole plak cmtu..mmg la klu ikt islm, mmg lom jd hak org..tp da in a relationshp.. mst laa..plu ad komitmn..dat day..sy rs sy mmg ptt jrk kn dr an awk..y??  sbb awk x cyez lm hbgn..sbb awk msh nk lyn org laen even da ad gf.. yeah.sy taw bkn bini hang, tp suma tu pat jd lthn sblm kwen nnt..utk bsdia commit n stia..(doesnt mean awk crg)
igt lg x..tme sy krg chat..( uzur bgai nk mmps)  ..  awk kol sy .. awk tngkn sy,,awk bzikir.. bc yssn,.  cant believe it..my heart.. at dat tme, itz beating bcoz of u..  dat moment,,, u mke me wanna say, yes, he is d one!!

bila akhwat jth cinta..

JATUH CINTA!!  <-----ntah pape  =.=""
taw x..lg you belong wif me..yg awk slu soh sy dgr tme kta koling2 tu.. tipu klu x ingt..br je bbrpa ari.. yes..ingtk x??  lempang kang klu xingt.don laugh..im cyez!
ok..actually..lg tu da lm da jd rngtone awk kt fon sy..jz br ari tu sy gtaw awk..soh awk dgr.. mmg bez..tp klw awk mmg go thru lirik tu.br awk taw mksd sbnr..xp laa..let me expln..  actually..lg tu mngisahkn ttg sorg mpuan...mpuan tu mnt kt sorg lki..tp laki tu da ad gf..so mpuan yg mnt td pn jz tggu je lki tu.. tp lki tu x make ksh sgt.. tme lki tu n grk dia strt da x ok...lki tu rpt blk an mpuan yg mnt kt dia tu.. ok..  mpuan yg mnt kt dia tu ibrt sy la..watak laen tu awk phm2 je la,k..  :-)
TAU X???pngkuan cinta awk  (ayt skema) kt sy wat sy tharu.. smpi sy ngs sorg2 lm slmt.. cant believe dat u lve me.. yes. taw yg awk cntakn sy.. tp tme 2 msh ad hbgn dgn org laen..sy rs bsalah sgt kt mpuan tu..  datz y sy pndam je rs ni bla awk tny n luahkn isi ati awk..sy hnya mmpu bdoa yg prsaan cnta yg wjd atra kta akn ilang cmtu je then awk kn back an mpuan tu..dats my hope actlly..(mode jiwang: on)
HELLO?? awk ingt awk slu wat sy tsenyum?mybe laaa.. tp.. awk taw x.. kadar snymn sy lbh krg je an kdr air mta sy tme an awk...  mst awk xsgka kn.. sbb sy simpan je..yes..sy jns yg xska luahkn isi ati..tp.. sy rs i hve to..anytme n somehow awk kn taw jgk..kn..  tme awk bc post ni.. then u oledi knw la..kn..  yes, i cried when u said that u lve me, but stilll wif her..

bila bnyk sgt pikir, sy trs jd cmni

 u know wat.. IF U HVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN ME AND HER, JUST CHOOSE HER..BCOZ IF U EALLY LOVE ME, DER WIL BE NO CHOICE.. got it??
not juz dat..sy ngs bla awk ckp yg ders nothing between us even u keep repeating da sme thing, dat u love me.. arrrggghh.but in fact u still wif her..!! again.. u mke me drop my tears.. taw x..tme sy mrh2 kt awk.. then i lost for a moment.. till u cant reached me..ingt x?? i cried...againnn.. i feel bad when i scolded u.. when i yelled at u..i jz cant get mad wif d person dat i lve d most.. (true confession)

rs nk wat cmtu tme mrh kt awak..grrr..geram sgt2.tp lm ati ttp syg..hihiih 
sedih kn cta sy..hahahaa..  (gelak tpksa)

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eeehh,, jgn la close browser dlu!!  STOP tu jz soh stop dat bad feeling bout urself..  chill k..
sy ok je.... org ckp kan, klw kta syg someone tu, even skt ati steruk mna pn kta akn ttpkn maafkn dia.. y?
bcoz i still need u by my side,dear.. ^^,  (ttp mka cover malu)


owwwww  awaaaakkk..awaaaakkk..awaaaaaaakkk..plawok plawok plawok..
msh bernafas lg x? heheee..
cukup la smpi di sini je la ksh kita k.. penat taip.. jari tengah dah patah. (kidding!)
next entry insyaAllah klw sy msh bnafas, i'll write bout us again,k. yg lebih best, sedih, jiwang (konon), gembira, dan wat so ever,k..^^,
doa sy, semoga awak menjadi kekasih halal sy.. aaaammiiiiinnnnn.. eeehh, jgn dok senyum je, aminkn jgk la.

bila nk jd cmni??  hehehe  >>xsabar<<