A message from mr.google

well2. lets see what I just read tday
"take it from me, he will soon have taken over your life.
now you cant hug your friends but soon you wont be able to see your friends,
theen you wont be able to ring your friends,
then you wont be able to wear that skirt or top, even when you havent bought it,
then you cant have your make-up that way,
then he will check your phone if it rings to makesure its someone you can talk to - but you cant ever touch his phone.
then one day both of you will go to the supermarket and you bump into one of your old friends, so you smile and say "hi" and when you get out of sight he asks you "who is that?" and when you get home he shouts at you and says you were flirting with that friend (even though you were just being polite) and your not allowed to talk to him again.
then he checks your phone, says its old and buys you a new one and changes your number, but he gives you no credit so you cant tell your friends your new number...
now your all alone with him, he has pushed all your friends away from you and you dont know what to do.
you have no money unless he gives it you.
you cant go anywhere unless he says you can, and when you do he rings you every 5minutes to check up on you and sometimes even turns up...
and the little arguements over stupid little things get worse...
now you are a prisoner...
not so free spirited now, definately not in love anymore...
but he still see's his friends all the time.
so 1 day you mention it to him and say you miss your friends and he says "why do you miss them? you have me, you dont need them, they dont miss you"
so you get into an arguement and your scared he will hit you...
then he grabs your keys, locks you in and goes out to his friends and gets drunk... while you cry alone just wishing you could escape.
when he comes back and the arguement starts again this time he hits you, but says you made him so angry that you made him do it!
then each time you argue, your scared he will hit you... sometimes he does, sometimes he doesnt, he asks you if your scared of him, and you wimper "yes" and he just laughs...
seems a bit far fetched doesnt it?
well that has happened to me in less than 14 months...
i managed to do a runner when he let me go to town for some shopping.
i sold the phone on the market and caught a train with the money.

dont stay with this guy it will only get worse..."

p/s :HOWEVER, if you really want to be with this guy, I think you need to express how you feel to him. Tell him that you find him controlling, that you really don't appreciate it, etc. If he's willing to listen and change, then you've made progress and the relationship may be worth it.

just dont expect too much!!!!!!!!

Muslimah itu ,
terkadang gelak kuat tak henti , terkadang juga minum berdiri , terkadang sebelum tidur trlupa baca doa & ayat kursi ,
terkadang pakai stoking dimulai kaki kiri ,
terkadang aci redah sarung kasut org lain tanpa disedari .

Muslimah itu ,
terkadang gembira sampai trlompat terkinja smbil trsenyum tayang gigi ,
terkadang menitis air matanya laju tak terperi ,
terkadang rasa lemah smpai tak mampu nk bangun2 lagi ,
terkadang rasa marah menguasai diri ,
sampai rasa nk lempang org tu laju2 without mercy .

Muslimah itu ,
adalah manusia biasa ,
yg tak lari dari segala perasaan sebagai manusia ,
yg tak lari dari segala mcm ujian dan pancaroba ,
yg tak lari dari perasaan lemah dan tak bermaya ,
yg tak lari dari buat khilaf dan dosa .

Kerana apa ?
Kerana dia juga manusia biasa . Apa2 pun , yg pastinya , muslimah itu sentiasa bangkit bila trjatuh , sentiasa cuba gembirakan hati org lain walau hatinya sendiri remuk , sentiasa cuba nk improve diri ,
dari semasa ke semasa tnpa henti , walau terkadang dia trsungkur , itu bkn kerana dia lemah ,
tapi itu kerana dia cuba ambil masa utk bangkit semula ,
jadi kuat dari sebelumnya ,
kerana dia berusaha utk mnjadi bidadari dunia , dan juga di akhirat sana ,

insyaAllah :')


so. don expect too much!!!!!!