Tuhan.. Jagakan dia.. :')

K"Assalamualaikum...

sorry.. sorry and sorry...
i did it again.. :-(

i cant talk when i feel so sad.. when i heard your voice, asking what is wrong with me, what you have done that make me treat you like that and the most COMMON question, " AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU??"

my ANSWER: yes, u r not good... u r way better from me... better person will deserve a better partner..
bukankah ORANG YANG BAEK AKAN BERSAMA DENGAN ORG YANG BAEK2 JGK,kn...

unfortunately, im not that "ORANG YANG BAEK "...

aaaaaaaaaa.. im speechless.. i cant talk or explain further in my situation right now.. i just dont have any strength yet..
yesss, i even cant look you in your eyes anymore... i dont have THAT STRENGTH....
im sorry.... i just think that, im not GOOD enough for you....
sorry, my heart said so.. :'(
i love u.. u changed my life... u've lighted my life, coloured my life with happiness and also sorrow in my soul.. but it's ok... i just dont want our love just "CINTA BERUK"

and i was so sad, when i heard this song, when you called me after minutes ago.. that song accidentally played by my roomate...
the song that u dedicated to me...
and tonight, i'll dedicate it for you..
and, IM SORRY.. bukan xsayang, tapiiii____________________  <---------- sedangkan saya sendiri pn xtaw ap nk isi dalam tmpt kosong tu.. :(

this song is for you...


HANYA DIRIMU YANG KU CINTA..
takkan membuat aku jatuh cinta lagi
Aku merasa kau yang TERBAIK untuk diriku

Walau ku tahu kau TAK SEMPURNA..
Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu
Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadmau

TUHAN.. JAGAKAN DIA..
Dia kekasihku, kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Walau ku tahu kau takkan sempurna
Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu
Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadmau

TUHAN.. JAGAKAN DIA...
Dia kekasihku, kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku